This week was so so crazy, but God has been extremely good to me and very patient with me, might I add! I can finally see the light at the end of that chaotic tunnel I allowed myself to get lost in and you know what He had a cookie at the end waiting for me! Well, all that craziness mostly involved school - go figure! Last Monday I hit kind of a hard, discouraging wall with one of my classes (Calculus) and I was trying to figure out what to do. Should I stick it out, drop the class, or... what? So many options were running through my mind and I really stressed myself out! In my "spare time" after classes, I rushed all over campus to check into my various options. As my mom put it I "was running around campus like a little ant who had lost its way and couldn't find that right path again." With these well spoken words, I realized how I had put my life into a closed in, dark, one way (my way) tunnel. I had completely forgotten to sincerely consult God and His will for the whole situation! I was so worried that the goals and schedules I had thought up weren't going to be met on the time line I created. My heart had forgotten that God's timing is not at all my own, but His is by far the most wonderful and the best will ever to be. It is so sad how easy it can be to lose sight of the eternal picture and be consumed with the immediate surroundings and pressures that Satan will use to make someone stumble. Funny how God can teach a person so much over something so tiny and really insignificant!
